In a Down Gradient

Howdy haunts,

Just thought I’d give a little mental health update…

After these past few dynamic weeks I am suffering a bit of a “down gradient” – a normalized slope downward and inner – one that happens a week or two of each month.

I suppose I’m retconning some priorities as of late – even though I feel everything went successfully regarding the Hauntquinox, and major developments about our Taos plan are ones to celebrate – I’ve resorted to this low hum of static – losing some my daily magickal methods and resorting to drinking to quell the stresses every night. Know that I am aware of this clockwork manner and am aiming to quash it, well, quicker than normal.

I have decided that my priorities lay in finding work outside education – as finances need a huge overhaul – and I have resumed working on my novel which I will share more of in the coming weeks. I’ve always been a writer first and foremost, and it has been a necessary energy to refortify.

Between those two major placeholders, I hope to push Lee Kirk’s book “I suffer Alchemy” through the We The Hallowed engine (book is released 4/17), release another audio podcast, and patreon stream updates throughout.

It’s times such as these when I realize how magnanimous things are and notice I start to cower under the weight. I can tell I really want something to work when I react with self-harm or neglect. Funny that. Not this time. At least not like before.

I am looking forward to Derek Hunter’s “Love Chaos” group chat next Sunday. Please inquire for more info.

I will also be updating the WtH site with more essays and ruminations on a multitude of things. I feel the quiet burn of keystrokes calling.

More soon and Haunt on!
Keats

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